Story of Wonderland.

Winds blows away the sunshine.

A girl with a blank minded,
where should she go
and where should she start her
foot steps.
Difficult to express,
there is no direction anymore,
everything is on her own.
Hence,
Laying at people shoulder
is tired-ring.
Time is going Clockwise,
no more turning back.
She believes in herself,
No more yelling for help
unless
there is a purpose.
Who should she Trust,
Who should she walk this path with her,
Only God knows.

Worried

Headache- Getting worst and worst
Fever- Getting better ( i guess)
Cough- No Changes,still remain the same
Flu- the bacteria get rid of my body
Doctor gave me Medical Certificate again,
but i promise myself to get well soon.
My head is feeling much more heavy,
and is getting more dizzy.
I cant sense any flavor when food are bitten ,
i just wish God can heal me
as fast as possible,
and get back to my normal routine.

oh lord, i really wish everything will be just fine,
i pray that i could get well soon,
i pray that my family will always get healthy
every moment every second,
Pray to my bi,
pray that he could stay strong
in every single or minor thing he is going to face,
and also pray he get healthy as well.
Pray everyone whom i Know,
to stay healthy too.=]
In Jesus name i pray
Amen.




PS: Happy 85th birthday Popo!! May your blessings come true.
Stay healthy yea. tons of loves <3..muas.

I just feel bad,
when I'm not around there.

Low Temperature.

i 'm sick again,
I hate this kind of feeling__
you cant sleep well,
cant eat well,
and always moody less.
how i wish my babes and precious ones beside me now,
having bad headache,
bad flu
bad cough
and high fever.
I really do wish to help them,
but i cant__
my body symptom is low,
i don't wish to spread the sickness everyone beside me__
all i can do is __waiting for the recovery.

I miss my bi__
thanks for everything__
thanks for your support and care __
you deserve my true love.

Changed =]

Currently in kitchen department,
how should i describe the environment there..
maybe one word can explain it
WORST THEN EVER!!!
But some of the staff are good,
so are was way"TOO GOOD"
I thought of changing department in the first place,
which i manage too.
But when i think back i think no point of doing that,
but one the main reason of changing department is__
I have skin infection,
My ITCHY come back again!!
which is quite irritating__
But i seem to forget about it,
my parents too worried bout me.
they even send the doctor letter to Human Resourse * *PARENTS LOVE*
But i reject the offer of changing department,
i promise Yew,yen and nini (eunice )
i must stay strong__i can do it!!!
i have to "stand"
to proof i can do it!!
aint a vain princess, as you think so.
As some unpleasant thing had just happen today,
in the morning_
i cried__and i realize the more you wan to
challenge me,
the more i show you i can do it!!
SO just shut the FUCK UP
don't ever think your the GREATEST ALMIGHTY CHEF
You are just at LOSER!!
cause you just fed up in a GIRL!!
I show you that your a totally LOSER!! LOSER!! LOSER!!
*waste my tears*
thx to My friends and the Staff who support me,
thx for being by my side always__
you guys are the great__
but seriously working in kitchen is way damn TIREDDDDDDD.
you cant even rest well,
cant even eat well__perhaps.
cause always have to face "Eww" food.
no hygiene at all__cockroach everywhere!!
BACK OF THE HOUSE
But infront is damn like damn nice_
good actress and actor in our hotel thou,
they got the talent to be one as well!!
PROUDLY PRESENT
Berjaya Redang Beach Resort.
The Stupidest Chef,
CHEF FENDI
I hate him.!
who insulted me.
3 More weeks to leave the hells kitchen.
Yahooooooo_
Pictures will tell you how tired i am,
thx to the PHOTOGRAPHER.
she should know very well is who._
hrm.=.=

JURK

okay__i'm freaking pits off now!!
totally not in a mood.
i hate you!!!! if this person walking past my blog,
you should know who am i talking about!!
YES !! IS YOU!!
HEE CHIA MUN
What you WANT from me_
now i having a super good life,
and i have a perfect love life with my boii__
why you have to interrupt my life now.
do you get it__IT IS OVER!!!
we are just normal FRIENDSS..
you should know what you had done to me last time,
you know it deep in your heart.
I thought we can remain as a good friend,
but YOU just screw up.! you get it!!!
you have a GIRLFRIEND now.
you should know very well is who__
so treat her as good as you can.
she is also one of my babe__
to me NO FRIENDS NO LIFE!!
we sayang each other,
SO just please don't disturb my life__
your duty is became a good BOYFRIEND to her
treat her as GOOD as you can,
that is what she wants.
YOU GET IT!! HEE CHIA MUN
STOP telling me bullshitss now,
i just hate you !! YOU get it!!
And Stop ask your friends to call me
for NOTHING!!
And saying Fucking Stuffs!!
I'm just fed up
in what you had done to me!!
Stop fooling around
I'm not your PLAYGROUND
NEITHER your AMUSEMENT PARK.
YOU GET IT!!!!
So just STOP
the fucking Game now.
I'm not YOURS forever!!
I'm SIN CHEE HOE's
SO__stop finding me!!
and get rid of my FUCKING LIFE!!!