03,10,11 , Monday

Is like finally I blog, after so long.

Basically, I'm a lazy person,

everyone around me knows that well.

okay, back to topic.

It's raining out there, and I'm hearing BOOM BOOM SONGS,

what a combination.

LET'S BEGIN

Let's blog about my life recently, Well nothing much

just busy preparing my engagement stuff,

but most of the time, I'm busy shopping , party , tea , gossip with my girls.

LOL

but there is always dull moment in my life,

FAMILY issue is part of it.

totally stress out with my mum, can't blog too much stuff about her,

well it's personal. All I can say, thanks to my hubbeh & his family support.

(Going through all kind of drama with her is a disaster),

not to forget my daddy as well who are in aussie now

enjoying life to the fullness, and I'm happy for his current retirement lifestyle.

that's all for the day.

24.04.11 , Sunday

It's 5.28am in the morning

and i still have the urge to blog,

LOL....

Oh well, Today From a GOOD DAY turn out to be a BAD DAY !

I'm really upset for my fiacee's lost. HIS CPU!!

Some robbers came into his house,

stole all the valuable stuff, which includes his CPU.

I'm so gonna curse this robbers. till *1hahfcbada23**&&

It just make me lost all my mood!

I really feel sad for my fiancee and his family,

i can see how depressed they are going through right now.

I myself feel useless! cause i cant help out alot,

all i can do is console them. SIGH!!

I miss my baby so much, worried about him too,

Moreover, all kind of shits is appearing in my brain right now!

He is very frustrated about his CPU! all his coursework ,portfolio, pictures is inside,

yet he cant do his assignment without it.

AND he is gonna graduate soon.

hence, STUPID robbers give us to much problem now.

Many things happen lately!

I just can write out how I feel right now

* baby, I'm always here for you. * I'm so sorry I cant do anything or contribute anything

to your family. I'm so sorry =(

I love you AARON TAN ♥

24 March 11, Thursday

To those people who know me well,

they will know this few days,I've been suffering from gastric and migraine

well, everything is based on stress and stress ( so yeah )

anyway, I'm not gonna talk more about my past

lets look into the future

for sure I'm so going to find a better job?

and also is time to do my engagement preparation

phewww!! I have lots more in my list,

yet, only one is done, which is the friend list. ( i guess )

but, i need to shop for the best dress and shoes too.

manicure and panicure is a must. LOL

hair done? which saloon is better?

i need to do more research.

But at least i did one homework,

which is i found the venue for my engagement party.

but skybar is below 21. is that true? SHIT WEI!!!

oh no! baby's birthday is coming up too. aiks.

19.01.11, Wednesday

Oh god!

I dont wan in this timing the feelings is fading away,

is ain't a good reason for myself too.

Screw me!!

I did't text him with the lovey dovey msg for 3 days edy,

and i did't even think of it.

IS THAT A BAD SIGN?

I hope is not.

Can I just remain the sweetness that we been through?

after that incident,

somehow____its different now.

But I kept my promise towards him,

and I wont do something silly too.

Just that, when times comes,

I need to be alone for a moment,

go somewhere far and peaceful ( I'M NOT GONNA COMMIT SUICIDE ) =)

but you are still the best boyfriend I ever meet.

PS: I just dunno where to express all this shits out again,

So, I choose to write everything in the blog.=)

04.01.2011, Tuesday

I'm Lost somewhere,which I have no clue where?

Directions of life,

relationship between my family?

I have many second thoughts,

sometime I wan to continue my studies in Taylor's,

sometime I will rather work to earn my own living,

seriously..I really dunno what exactly I wan for myself.

You can call me stupid , You can call me idiot,

You even can laugh out loud, you can also say I'm not facing any challenges in life.

I admit everything above.

One more important thing that I need to highlight,

till now, I never have the courage and urge to tell my boyfriend,

what is going on with me,

I still cant share my feelings to him.

DO NOT SAY I DON'T LOVE HIM OR NOT BELIEVING HIM.

He is the awesome boyfriend ever. But....it seems like that's a gap when

I really wanted to express all kind of shits to him,

Maybe I rather keep things into myself.

( 10months I'm still acting like this, I'm sorry baby )

To Mrs M.

Can you please be a supportive guardian please,

to be frank, I'm quite envy to those has a awesome mum.

sometime when I see my friends having a awesome mum, my hearts start to have this sour feelings,

and also the envy feelings come out too.

Even my boyfriend's mum is cool and open minded.

and most importantly___she is supportive towards the son actions. "of cause the good ones" LMAO.

I wan to have a sweet new beginning, but it seems like,

is ruin.

I can tell my 2011 is ain't a easy year for me.

That's all for today, like it or not

the choice is yours.

YOU ALL MOST WELCOME TO PRESS THE " CROSS BUTTON" ON TOP OF YOUR RIGHT.

thank you.

8.12.2010 , Wednesday

I'm officially sick. LOL.

stomach ache, headache,flu,sort throne.

but no FEVER.

Sleeping timey. =)

20.11.10 , Saturday

Today is cousin bro's wedding day,

congratulation to Alvin & Daphne.

Wish you both '白头到老'.

Well, stoning in front of lappie,

ain't a good thing huh?

Waiting time to pass,

Missing babyboy much, and he is still in his dreamland now. LOL!!

' ngok ngok boy' hehehehe=)

For tonight's wedding dinner,

I will be wearing a dress that i never wore before after i bought from Forever 21.

BIG LOL right?

hrmm...but tonight i will be wearing it for the 1st time.

i will be posting those pictures after i edit it.

Stay Tune Peeps.

Gtg now. =)

Going to Snips hair saloon for my hair done. =)

*Winks*

16.11.10 , Tuesday

Tired____________Sick
But In Love.
Thanks to Baby for taking care of me,
appreciate lots,
Love you much Mr.boyfriend.
Cant wait for next year
31.12.2011
You know is our big day right?

11.10.10 Monday

I miss baby in this very moment.

PUSSY WOMEN!!

But my mind is keep thinking bout the incident that happen today.

god damn that women. son of the bitch.

alright! no mood. thanks to her.

10.10.10 , Sunday

its 10/10/10.. and we have been together for 7months..

being through together facing all those hardships..

sad and happy moments were created only with you around.

thinking of our future together...

our marriage..

our children...

our house..

and also future pets...

my life has been much more brighter..

more cheerful

and even more meaningful after i know you

yet,

being with you is a special blessing from god..

and i would never ask for much..

but just only to see you,

hug you...

kiss you...

and to be with you every minutes of my life...

hereby.

me as your lovely hubby is saying a thousand thank you for appearing in my life!

thanks for the morale support when I'm down..

thanks for giving me the strength when my spirit is weak...

thanks for creating those every sweet moments again..

I LOVE YOU MY BABYGIRL...

love you so much michelle moy...♥

Your hubby :

Aaron Tan jub!
(this is a special appearance post by 'hubby'..hehehe.xp)

17.04.2010 saturday.

Im officially with my babyboo.
I love you more then everything,
you shine my day always,
I love you as much as i could.
you never fail to make me smile,
This is the reason why
Im happy to have you this Boyfriend.


I'm YOURS

30.03.10 , Tuesday

你知道我有多爱你吗？
你知道我有多想你吗？
你知道我多想抱你吗？
你知道我多想拥有你吗？
你知道我多想握住你的双手吗？
你知道我多想轻轻吻你吗？
你知道我多想见你吗？
你知道我多想看你的笑容吗？
你知道我多想你多一点关心我吗？
你知道我多想你每一分每秒在我的身边吗？
你知道我为你落泪了很多次吗？
你知道爱你是一个很辛苦的事吗？


我爱你爱到疯了！
这不是本来的我！
为什么你的出现可以让我变了不像我自己了！


亲爱的：
我真的爱上了你。

20.03.10 , Sunday

Couples ?
Argue ? Different opinion? Different style?
under dilemma now.
Relationship changes?
I cant doubt it, but I'm changing mine.
Apologize?
I'm the one have to say.
Selfishness?
I'm very selfish when i have no choice.
The right person?
the answer stuck !

I have no choice to made this decision, im sorry.
i really do appreciate your love
your care
your kindness
your patient
your everything.

10.03.10 , Wednesday

Should i or Should i not
I'm Lost
I'm seriously having a bad
virus.
I just cant bare with it anymore.
I'm tired !

05.03.10 , Friday

Im back to my days again
i just did something wrong
i don't feel like mentioning
But all i can say
Im ain't single anymore.
Should i be happy or sad?

03.03.10 , Wednesday

You are killing me softly
You are making me fall for you deeply
You are trying to make me hate you more!
You are making me missing you everyday
You are making the situation going fugly.

I cant take it anymore
Im so tired of this!
Yet, you don't understand why?
I hope you just get lost in this world
But it seems like i'm just lying to myself.

Im trying not to give a damn on you
but every time you appear infront of me
i'm just totally speechless
cause your still the only one ♥

But
all i need from you is
STOP
torturing me in this way,
It just like dragging me to hell .

Overall, i still keep you in my heart ♥

Sunday, 28.02.10

Such a long time i didn't post craps in my blog now a days.
But today is slickly different,
I had a great day with ♥
basically, i didn't expect he will came.
But end up he did!!
I should say is a surprise from him,

The story begin like this...


Late afternoon he called me up,
telling me he was superb bored
so i was kind enough acc him awhile,
then suddenly he wants to come over to my house.
I was like "yea yea, whatever "
he ditches me several times,
so i dont have the confident in him.
duhhhh..

Around late evening..there was this text msg
said__
Im coming now..so get ready!!
and first i thought it was a true.
But end up he said
joking only la!!!
i was like__
WTH!!!
that is the moment i wanted to bang his head on the wall!!
but the next msg__he said
You dont believe im coming now.
I was like NO!! YOU DUMBO LIAR!!
then__*ding dong *
he was outside my house!!
my tears flow down slowly,
i was like...
totally speechless.
Even thought its just a simple surprise
from ♥
I can feel is the most valuable surprise ever!!!

after the blah blah blah!! =)
headed for dinner..
he is like the giant eater!!
he really can eat alot...omg!!
he just ordered like no other business.
i was telling him.
" bee, is enough "
yet, he refuse to listen to me.
END UP!!
Cant finish the food.
THX TO HIM.


*but he was cute*


the food we cant finish!!

actually there is more..
but is quite p&c..
keep it to myself and him♥.

the whole 24hours, he was by my side
every second, every moment.
i just miss the cuddle you did.=)
i just miss the hug you gave it to me.=)
thanks for everything bee♥.

I think is time to give up.

Sunday,14.01.10

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR
TO ALL CHINESE PEOPLE.
AND
HAPPY VALENTINE DAY
TO ALL COUPLES.

Monday 18.01.10

I promise myself,
from today onwards..
Im so going to stay strong!!
NO more LOVING YOU!!!

Saturday 09.01.10

Today is a big day for eling,
due to some of her health problem.
Yet, is also a day to make decision
for myself..
I cant continuously loving a person
without answer,
I wanted to give up just like that,
But i think I cant..
Hence, you never know what i felt.

To Bee______
I wanted to hold your hands to walk this path,
I wanted to kiss your fore head to tell you I'm here for you,
I wanted to whisper beside your ear to tell you How much i love you,
I wanted to see you everyday when my eyes i open,
I wanted to know you more about you.
But everything is in my dreams.