19.01.11, Wednesday

Oh god!

I dont wan in this timing the feelings is fading away,

is ain't a good reason for myself too.

Screw me!!

I did't text him with the lovey dovey msg for 3 days edy,

and i did't even think of it.

IS THAT A BAD SIGN?

I hope is not.

Can I just remain the sweetness that we been through?

after that incident,

somehow____its different now.

But I kept my promise towards him,

and I wont do something silly too.

Just that, when times comes,

I need to be alone for a moment,

go somewhere far and peaceful ( I'M NOT GONNA COMMIT SUICIDE ) =)

but you are still the best boyfriend I ever meet.

PS: I just dunno where to express all this shits out again,

So, I choose to write everything in the blog.=)

04.01.2011, Tuesday

I'm Lost somewhere,which I have no clue where?

Directions of life,

relationship between my family?

I have many second thoughts,

sometime I wan to continue my studies in Taylor's,

sometime I will rather work to earn my own living,

seriously..I really dunno what exactly I wan for myself.

You can call me stupid , You can call me idiot,

You even can laugh out loud, you can also say I'm not facing any challenges in life.

I admit everything above.

One more important thing that I need to highlight,

till now, I never have the courage and urge to tell my boyfriend,

what is going on with me,

I still cant share my feelings to him.

DO NOT SAY I DON'T LOVE HIM OR NOT BELIEVING HIM.

He is the awesome boyfriend ever. But....it seems like that's a gap when

I really wanted to express all kind of shits to him,

Maybe I rather keep things into myself.

( 10months I'm still acting like this, I'm sorry baby )

To Mrs M.

Can you please be a supportive guardian please,

to be frank, I'm quite envy to those has a awesome mum.

sometime when I see my friends having a awesome mum, my hearts start to have this sour feelings,

and also the envy feelings come out too.

Even my boyfriend's mum is cool and open minded.

and most importantly___she is supportive towards the son actions. "of cause the good ones" LMAO.

I wan to have a sweet new beginning, but it seems like,

is ruin.

I can tell my 2011 is ain't a easy year for me.

That's all for today, like it or not

the choice is yours.

YOU ALL MOST WELCOME TO PRESS THE " CROSS BUTTON" ON TOP OF YOUR RIGHT.

thank you.

8.12.2010 , Wednesday

I'm officially sick. LOL.

stomach ache, headache,flu,sort throne.

but no FEVER.

Sleeping timey. =)

20.11.10 , Saturday

Today is cousin bro's wedding day,

congratulation to Alvin & Daphne.

Wish you both '白头到老'.

Well, stoning in front of lappie,

ain't a good thing huh?

Waiting time to pass,

Missing babyboy much, and he is still in his dreamland now. LOL!!

' ngok ngok boy' hehehehe=)

For tonight's wedding dinner,

I will be wearing a dress that i never wore before after i bought from Forever 21.

BIG LOL right?

hrmm...but tonight i will be wearing it for the 1st time.

i will be posting those pictures after i edit it.

Stay Tune Peeps.

Gtg now. =)

Going to Snips hair saloon for my hair done. =)

*Winks*

16.11.10 , Tuesday

Tired____________Sick
But In Love.
Thanks to Baby for taking care of me,
appreciate lots,
Love you much Mr.boyfriend.
Cant wait for next year
31.12.2011
You know is our big day right?

11.10.10 Monday

I miss baby in this very moment.

PUSSY WOMEN!!

But my mind is keep thinking bout the incident that happen today.

god damn that women. son of the bitch.

alright! no mood. thanks to her.

10.10.10 , Sunday

its 10/10/10.. and we have been together for 7months..

being through together facing all those hardships..

sad and happy moments were created only with you around.

thinking of our future together...

our marriage..

our children...

our house..

and also future pets...

my life has been much more brighter..

more cheerful

and even more meaningful after i know you

yet,

being with you is a special blessing from god..

and i would never ask for much..

but just only to see you,

hug you...

kiss you...

and to be with you every minutes of my life...

hereby.

me as your lovely hubby is saying a thousand thank you for appearing in my life!

thanks for the morale support when I'm down..

thanks for giving me the strength when my spirit is weak...

thanks for creating those every sweet moments again..

I LOVE YOU MY BABYGIRL...

love you so much michelle moy...♥

Your hubby :

Aaron Tan jub!
(this is a special appearance post by 'hubby'..hehehe.xp)