I'm Lost somewhere,which I have no clue where?
Directions of life,
relationship between my family?
I have many second thoughts,
sometime I wan to continue my studies in Taylor's,
sometime I will rather work to earn my own living,
seriously..I really dunno what exactly I wan for myself.
You can call me stupid , You can call me idiot,
You even can laugh out loud, you can also say I'm not facing any challenges in life.
I admit everything above.
One more important thing that I need to highlight,
till now, I never have the courage and urge to tell my boyfriend,
what is going on with me,
I still cant share my feelings to him.
DO NOT SAY I DON'T LOVE HIM OR NOT BELIEVING HIM.
He is the awesome boyfriend ever. But....it seems like that's a gap when
I really wanted to express all kind of shits to him,
Maybe I rather keep things into myself.
( 10months I'm still acting like this, I'm sorry baby )
To Mrs M.
Can you please be a supportive guardian please,
to be frank, I'm quite envy to those has a awesome mum.
sometime when I see my friends having a awesome mum, my hearts start to have this sour feelings,
and also the envy feelings come out too.
Even my boyfriend's mum is cool and open minded.
and most importantly___she is supportive towards the son actions. "of cause the good ones" LMAO.
I wan to have a sweet new beginning, but it seems like,
is ruin.
I can tell my 2011 is ain't a easy year for me.
That's all for today, like it or not
the choice is yours.
YOU ALL MOST WELCOME TO PRESS THE " CROSS BUTTON" ON TOP OF YOUR RIGHT.
thank you.
